Today could have been one of those days where I go screaming on a mountain top to relieve the frustration over my old electronics. It's so so so hard sometimes to get things accomplished with the equipment that I have but I decided today was not going to ruin my day. So even though it took me three hours (something that should have taken maybe an hour or less) to accomplish, I just did some planting in my container garden and every now and then would come inside to see if the computer was corroborating and then go back out and garden. It may not have been what I had planned for today, but at least my garden is looking good!
Feeling sick again, got me to pondering about when I'm feeling "not up to par" how I treat myself. Years ago when I had major surgery, people were surprised at how soon I was up and doing things, under the circumstances. Looking back, it was so much about how I loved myself. And now I can at least allow myself down time and let myself off the hook for accomplishing some things. It is still something I struggle with but it's nice to look back and see progress.
