Questioning...

A friend today wrote a post about friendships, and after reading it, it my heart felt sad. Sad that my life is not what I had hoped it would be and I try hard everyday to not question the road I'm on,because I don't have the answers and if I dwell to long there I get too depressed. I LOVE my group of friends, they are the closest I've ever had in my life, and right now because of circumstances I have been distance from all of them... I SO miss our gatherings full of laughter and conversation. Our children mingling together, food brought and shared by all.  Even if I was talking, I enjoyed being in their presence. Life is about living the questions but sometimes it's hard not to want to know... And sometimes it's about seeing it all in a different way ~ but I'm not quite there yet.

Happy...

"When I went to school they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down "Happy." they told me I didn't understand the assignment, and I told them they didn't understand life."

John Lennon

Sometimes life hands you circumstances that don't make you happy, but happy isn't always contingent on circumstances. I can CHOOSE to find some happiness through whatever I'm going through. Today I'm doing just that!