Seeing Double...

When things happen in life I tend to look for a symbolic meaning, but tonight I saw a double rainbow and it was spectacular. I started to look up "what does this mean" but then I decided NO... I'm going to just let this be a beautiful spontaneous present moment, take it all in and then let it go!

I MUST...

Today I MUST believe that "all is well". I MUST believe that there will be answers to the big mystery that is in my life right now. I MUST believe today that there is a rainbow behind this dark cloud hanging over head. I MUST believe that I am courageous enough to offer my children the path to the other side. I MUST believe that I am strong enough to withstand this storm of unknown.

I MUST BELIEVE!

Courage and Fear...

"I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear."

Nelson Mandela

When I saw this picture, it made me think of courage and fear. When darkness (fear) of the storm collides with the beauty (courage) of the sun, you get a brilliant rainbow! As when I am brave and can triumph over my fears, I feel as awesome as that rainbow looks. It is not something I will wake up one day and be done with, each fear must be conquered. But I know I do not walk this path alone. We all must face what we fear or be consumed by it.

Rainbow...

I've seen two rainbows in the last couple of weeks. They are so beautiful to see, like a sweet surprise in the sky.